all i’m looking for is a guy that i can take care of. if he’s sad or stressed or mad, he’ll tell me what’s bothering him and i’ll do my best to calm him down. i want him to tell me all about his day even the pointless little details. someone that i can cuddle with and take naps with and go out with. someone that’ll show me off because i will be showing him off. someone who doesn’t mind staying in every now and then and just relaxing. someone who is motivated and has some sort of plan on what they want to do. someone who i can cook for. and bake for. help me with my homework and i’ll attempt to help you with yours. shit i’d even do your laundry. i would do whatever i can to make you happy and to make your life less stressful. i’d support you no matter what. even if i didn’t agree with what you were doing, i’d support you. i would be completely honest with you and i’d expect the same from you. no lies, no secrets. just you and me. together happy as fuck.
Baby, I can’t sleep. Come here and fuck me until I pass out with exhaustation.
To all my lovely followers:



you see this adorable baby up there ? ^ yeah well we’re trying to get her to win the Gerber baby contest. It would mean a lot to me if you would go to this page and vote for her.

https://nestle.promotions.com/gerberps3/mobilegallery.do?op=submit&tab=baby&name=Elizabeth+Jane+&city=Chicago&state

You can vote once everyday. If you vote tell me and I will promo you everyday for the rest of the month. Please and thank you. <3

All i’m looking for is a guy that I can take care of. If he’s sad or stressed or mad, he’ll tell me what’s bothering him and i’ll do my best to calm him down. I want him to tell me all about his day even the pointless little details. Someone that I can cuddle with and take naps with and go out with. Someone that’ll show me off because I will be showing him off. Someone who doesn’t mind staying in every now and then and just relaxing. Someone who is motivated and has some sort of plan on what they want to do. Someone who I can cook for. and bake for. Help me with my homework and i’ll help you with mine. Shit i’d even do your laundry. I would do whatever I can to make you happy and to make your life less stressful. I’d support you no matter what. Even if I didn’t agree with what you were doing, i’d support you. I would be completely honest with you and i’d expect the same from you. No lies, no secrets. Just you and me. together happy as fuck.

why is it so hard to find a guy that’s down for all of this ?

Where are the guys that are okay with me doing me ? Where are the guys that wont lie ? Where are the guys that actually care about me ? Where are the guys that would rather stay in and chill than go out all the time ? Where are the guys that are going to help me when I need it ? especially when it comes to homework ? Where are the guys that are grateful that i’m theirs and will appreciate the things I do for them ? Where are the guys that don’t just want sex ? Where are the guys that enjoy to cuddle ? Where are the guys that actually have an idea on what they want to do with their lives ? Where are the guys that will trust me ? Where are the guys that wont hold me back and will just help me become a better me ? Where are the guys that wont give up so easily ? Where are the guys that wont give up. Where are the guys that can handle me ? 

Like seriously where are they ? because I can’t find any anywhere. and it sucks.  
So i’m actually kinda scared and I can’t fall back asleep. I really do need someone to come hold me now.
suicide awareness day. sidenote: I thank god that my attempts never worked. I&#8217;m glad i&#8217;m still alive today. &amp;&amp; R.I.P to all the people that have taken their life away. &amp;&amp; for everyone that contemplates suicide. don&#8217;t do it. You have a purpose here, and you would be missed dearly. So stick around and see what this life will be. because it will get better.

why wont you love me ?! 

haha justkidding.



butnoseriously.  
I’ve learned my lesson.

I’ve lost so many chances on being in a relationship with a great guy. But this last one, made me realize i need to let go of the past. I need to take chances and just live as if i’ve never been hurt before. So that’s what i’m going to do from now on. My next relationship i’m just going to be happy, thankful and think positive. i’m not going to let my past fuck it up or anything. Take new chances and act as if i’ve never been hurt before.

Lesson learned&finally ready for something real. (:

So i’m going to take a chance on you. 
‘cause after all you could be the one to make me feel brand new.  
It’s all good ‘cause i’m still not broken.

Can you just come here and hold me, please ?
Sorry for being too much to handle.

This is why I don’t let people in. or close. No one can handle to be with me. I’m too emotionally fucked up. but just know, I know you’ve been hurt before, & I would’ve never hurt you. I was actually willing to give you a chance. I would’ve stuck with you throughout everything. I would’ve given you my all and I would’ve supported you with everything. I hope you realize what you’ve done. & yes this is for you. It’s just fucked up cause you’re the one that started this all, and you’re the one that backed out.